Today is my Birthday!
I am 39!
Remember, Aunt Helen said that this would be the best year of my life and the most productive?
Well.....
The Paranormal Groups rejected me from being a member because they think I am a Satanist but I doubt if they knew the truth that they would be any more interested in me joining, Witches/Satanists, might not be much of a difference in their minds.
Amber dropped me. She says she removed me because I do not value friendships and that is strange because I value friends over just about anything.
I think she removed me because she misunderstood my intentions.
Don and I have added several new friends to my list and then once there they stop talking to us, they dont call, they dont return our calls, they never have time to spend time with us, They are NOT friends and so I said that if they wanted to behave like that they could instead of being a friend, buy me a gift and show your friendship in that way.
Several of the people I am speaking of responded with, ok sure and bought me gifts and since I love money and gifts, I am very happy for that
What she does not understand is that 99% of the people on my list are not friends, they are marks, they are people I do not care one whit about--They are on my list simply to provide for me.
I have always been this way, I have never hid who I am. I Love Money! I value TRUE friendship. Truth is that of all the people on my list....
I just cant see going on the rest of my life without Amber. :(
I am very devastated.
No Blessings today.
Wednesday, April 24, 2013
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
I think I lost Amber
She just told me to delete her as a friend because she does not believe in my beliefs in friendship.
Of course...she does not know that I am a Witch but I do not think that it matters at all to her anyways so I kept my mouth shut when it comes to that.
I do believe that each person in my life must benefit me in some way for them to be in my life, that can be through friendship, sex, money, gifts, someone I can just talk to, whatever. She seems to disagree with this and there is very little I can do about this.
I will have to let her go.
I wonder though if knowing I was a Witch would have made a difference....I doubt it.
As she said, Religion is not to blame, its not connected to it. I feel this way regardless of religion. I see nothing wrong with it.
What she does not know though is that no one on my friends list are friends, the only people I really care about on there is family and Don and a couple real friends and that is it. 99% of the people listed are not friends.
Oh well. :(
No..
Of course...she does not know that I am a Witch but I do not think that it matters at all to her anyways so I kept my mouth shut when it comes to that.
I do believe that each person in my life must benefit me in some way for them to be in my life, that can be through friendship, sex, money, gifts, someone I can just talk to, whatever. She seems to disagree with this and there is very little I can do about this.
I will have to let her go.
I wonder though if knowing I was a Witch would have made a difference....I doubt it.
As she said, Religion is not to blame, its not connected to it. I feel this way regardless of religion. I see nothing wrong with it.
What she does not know though is that no one on my friends list are friends, the only people I really care about on there is family and Don and a couple real friends and that is it. 99% of the people listed are not friends.
Oh well. :(
No..
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