Wednesday, March 28, 2012

The Darkness Falls

Hi!

Satanism is so very dark.   I am so deep into it now.  I do not know sometimes where I am or where I stand.  The thing is that Satanists do not worship The Devil or demons.  The Darkness in real Satanism stems from their beliefs.

Revenge on those who harm us.

Most people are stupid and/or weak and dont deserve to live

There are only 3 types of ritual -Lust (which is masturbation and sex), curses and compassion.

It is encouraged to manipulate people for your own needs.

The List goes on.

But....I have explored every religion I know of deeply and thoroughly from Taoism to Zen to Christianity-which was very hard for me because of the Gay shit to The Bahai and I will not quit because it's a little dark and scary.

I must carry on!

Blessings!

Sunday, March 25, 2012

Been A While

Hi!

:*(

I am sorry, I haven't posted for a while.  I have been working to make money to pay off the bills from my mom's funeral and then Don and I went to San Diego last month and Kingman Arizona to get the rest of my mom's things because Jim (my stepdad) said he is selling the house and throwing it all away.

Other than that I have been around.   I am still exploring Satanism and I think I will be for some time.  I am however, Still a devout Witch.   This will not change.   I love The Goddess more than I did when I started this new path.

I see nothing wrong with exploring other paths and ideas and questioning other ideas because if we don't then we just stay where we are but of course I could be honest with people and tell them that I am JUST exploring and I have not converted but in a sense I am glad I am doing it like this because I get to test people and see who will stand by me regardless!

Yes?

Blessed Be
Er I mean Hail Satan!