Monday, October 31, 2011

Honoring The Dead-Happy Halloween!

Hi!

Hail Satan!

This means Hail Thyself since Satanists do not believe in an actual deity, we are the deity basically.    It is good for me to explore because I am also a non theist.   To me, The Goddess is NOT a deity, she is The external and internal Universe, Nature.   I consider myself a Pantheist Witch with Satanic influence at the moment but I do not want to get caught up in labels because I will be boxed in and I refuse to be boxed in.

So, I went with Tammy and Jamie to the Haunted Houses, The Freakling Bros show and it was awesome!    There was a satanic Priest outside (pretend) who was tempting us and flirting with Jamie, he was fat and ugly and repulsive dressed in a Priest's robe.   :)

After that I came home all happy, Don chickened out.   I was upset but that's Don.

I plan to spend tonight in Ritual honoring the dead in my life with candles, Incense, their photos on my Altar and with watching horror movies and eating peanut butter cups.   :)     I cannot wait!

Blessings!

Sunday, October 16, 2011

True Carnal Nature

Are we all Inherently selfish?    Am I selfish?   I do love money.  I love gifts.   Can someone purchase me?   Can friendship be purchased?   No.  Not TRUE friendship.  Are there people in my life that can buy me gifts?   Yes.  I love gifts.  I love money.  I would never ask someone I loved to do this though, I love them more than money.    I do not know.  Satanism says that we are to embrace our true carnal nature.   We are greedy and selfish and since I am that as well, there is nothing wrong with embracing that side of myself.

I tend to think that maybe they are right in a sense.  I do not see anything wrong with wanting more.  I love money.  But not at the cost of my friends and family but then I don't think that they are advocating this either.

They are not saying for us to betray our friends and family to get more of what we desire, they are saying that there is nothing wrong with being greedy.  

Take for example, a friend who is not really a friend bought me a plant recently for a holiday and the gift was so dumb, this guy is not a friend anyways so I dropped him because he does not benefit me in any significant way and if he is going to send crappy gifts, why bother?

So, I have that side to myself and I do plan to embrace it more as I delve deeper into Satanism.   

Blessings!

Sunday, October 2, 2011

The Inner Circle

Hi!

In some Satanic circles, there is something called, The Inner Circle. This is YOU and then your loved ones, the people you would NEVER harm.   

Well.

If I had to pick an Inner Circle...

Me, Don.
Denielle (His niece)
Tammy
Amber, Cory, Jamie
Cassandra, Andrea, Seth.

That sounds right....

Truth is that while this makes some sense, does that mean you would harm other people and to what end?   The Satanic Bible says to treat people as they treat you.   If someone harms you, do you harm them back?    The Satanic Bible says Yes.    This clearly flies in the face of what I was raised with but on the other side of that I know that Tammy has done spells to cause harm or get revenge when someone has really hurt her and If someone hurt someone on my list, I can't say I would just stand by...I'd be very angry and want Justice but is Justice the same as Revenge?

Blessings!