Do That Which Benefits You!

4 More people told me that they cannot handle that I am a Satanist. I didn't care about any of them so it's really no big deal to me, I have learned from Satanism that someone must benefit you or they should not be in your life.   

This does not mean that friendship is not valuable because it is, at least to me but I can honestly count just a few people that I consider to be true friends worth fighting for while everyone else would be clients or people I barely know and according to Satanism I should remove these people from my life.

I should always do that which benefits me completely.

I have learned to strive for the things that I want and need in my life and not wait for the doors to open as well.   Well, I haven't been waiting for many years, I got tired of sitting on my arse and hoping that something would open up to me but I have had it reaffirmed through Satanism that this line of thinking is right for me.

I just got back in touch with my friend Cassandra.  She is an Atheist from Livejournal!    of course, Technically Satanists are Atheists but I will wait to reveal to her what I am doing, in reality I wonder how open I should be with anyone about this since I am a Witch on an exploration but at the same time, how can I really know what it's like to experience life as a Satanist if I do not truly live as one?

When I was exploring Christianity, I did the whole thing, I went to church, I prayed, I raised my hands, I listened to Christian music, I even went to a church so they could get the demon of homosexuality out of me and while most people around me thought I was crazy for these measures, I am the kind of person that wants the FULL EXPERIENCE of Life.  

I want to LIVE fully and experience as much as I can first hand.   Just reading a book on something does not do it for me, I need more and that is what I am going for here.   :)

Blessings!